well i don’t even know where to begin…
i woke up this morning pissed at the garbage truck taking trash out at around 7 or so…
but then i woke up and flew outta bed and was in a pretty chipper mood…
lex and i smoked our last bowl this morning
and were quite upset by it..
so we kinda were really tired and lazy today…
and we just watched videos on the flip and laughed and decided we were going to go see andy for lunch.
so we go see him and we go to togo’s and i end up almost killing us in the car but not before i yelled at the person who was in the RIGHT.
haha
oh man…
and then i went home and we went to the beach
and we took a walk for about an hour or a bit over an hour.
then we got in the car drove to andy got coffee and went home
we get home then i disappear without telling anyone where i’m going..
i’m gone for days and on the way back i get fucking pulled over the the oh so lovely five fuckn oh.
he pulls me over and asks if i know why he stopped me as i’m seeing handcuffs being clutched in his right hand.
i immediately start freakin out and i told him cuz i was speeding…(i was going 95 in a 65 zone.) so of course i was going to jail….
then i tell him my life story real quick and start crying and he offered to escort me home.
well i got home explained to everyone what happened and then lex and i went to el cajon to smoke with some people.
we met a few new people and drove to the dispensary and rolled a blunt and smoked
then we smoked another blunt…
and blasted some nicki minaj..
then you know…
smoked another blunt.
then we dropped dude off and started heading back home only to be lost for about an hour and going in circles in a completely foreign place we have never been in.
we have only lived in diego altogether for about a month so we haven’t gone down there before tonight.
we finally get home…
and we are still high as a kite and started grubbin on tuna fish sandwiches at 2 am…
and now i wanna throw some jammies on n catch them gooooood Z’ssssssssssssss

so, goodnight.
i hope all is well with everyone and i hope you all know i wanna minaj♥

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just got tanning.
can’t wait for full-blown summer times
it’s late nights with friends
camping under the stars
long boat rides on the lake
many many drunken moments
and joys of laughter will be shouted
many blunts will be smoked
and many many high stories will be shared
therefore many six packs will be built from laughing so hard.
i so cannot fucking wait.

lil wayne is all locked up =(
nivea is pregnant.
4th child…
that fool better get out soon n make more jams!!

hope everyone is well.
doin aight over here.
been stressful the last week or so hard but it’s cool.
gettin on the grind today.
have a lot to do!!!!
i been slackin.
but hopefully all can forgive.
and i also hope all of you are well also!!!
i might hit you all up wit a poem later.
not sure yet.
gotta feel inspired.
so….
INSPIRE ME<3

hi guys!!!
sorry i know it’s been a minute since i have been on here.
and it’s my site
-_-
epic fail.
anyway, been a busy bee!!!
things are goin alright and still livin life over here.
tell me how you all are doing.
i’m interested.
=)

could possibly be one of the hardest days in a long long LONG while.
which is funny for me to say
i’m generally an optimist.
cheer a girl up!

thank you to my buddies =)

so i woke up outta nowhere this morning.
flew outta bed and tried to find my phone
had a weird feeling
was checkin up on the twin
i think i figured it out.
i feel like i slept pretty good.
it’s sunny outside some
and i’m stoked.
stared out at the stars for a while last night
and was trippin off the little clouds floating by this morning.
it’s amazing how something we take for granted like the sun can really brighten up our lives.
not just literally.
when it’s sunny out, i take a deep breath.
i feel refreshed.
whole.
it reminds me of a smile.
when someone smiles at you.
it makes you feel nice.
and you smile back.
chill.
so basically.
today is a good day
SO FAR
*knocks on wood*

thanks to my friends.
you guys hold me up.
thank you! <3

well, i’m outty.
share some of your thoughts and even your schedule for the day!!!
i wanna hear interesting stories too! =)

<3toxic.

it’s something we all struggle with.
patience.
we fight it.
in these last couple of days i have really become fond of it actually.
to have patience is to have a gift.
some people just can’t do it.
but if you try it out
you will see.
it’s so worth it.
like i always tell people.
things worth holding onto are things that are not easy to hold.
if you work hard from the bottom
you will be so much more amazed when you reach the top.
if you keep striving.
passion and drive.
they go hand in hand with patience.
so it really is true when they say patience is a virtue.
and you can do anything if you put your mind to it.
you got this.
i got this.
we got this.

so.
let’s show them what’s up. =)

<3 toxic.

been figurin out lots of things in the last couple of days!
sometimes it’s tough bein responsible.
but oh so worth it!!
i am incredibly thankful for all the support i have had.
i’m stoked!
i don’t roll with some of the best.
i roll with THE best!!
keeping hope up through rough times is the best thing anyone can do.
so keep your head up through everything.
no matter how deep and dark it seems.
there will always be a tunnel of light waiting for you.
you just got to want it.
work for it.
everybody starts from nothin.
and it’s those that want it so bad they work crazy hard and they get it.
so take charge.
get your homies together.
and bring the support in.
you’re nothin without those that help you stand up.
so do work son!!!

and i’m fucking stoked!!
i haven’t ridden yoshi aka the beautiful gsxr sittin in my lot in over a week!!
so now we are out to spend some much needed quality time.
i love Love LOVE the fact that the sun decided to come out today!

i had a bomb breakfast!
thank you nolan<3
drinking orange juice.
gonna go throw the hair up andhelmet on!
it’s a beautiful BEAUTIFUL DAY
and nothing
and no one
is bringin me down from this one!
i’m happy high!!

i’m talkin high to the high high high!

that’s when you know you high!

much love.
check out the site.
readthis and share your thoughts by commenting!
what are YOU doing today?
i’m interested!

MUAH!!!

until next time.

♥ toxic.